Farewell

[Patrick]

Alright, well, I guess I'll post in here since I can, but ashes has decided to ban me again. I guess that's it for me. Loved this league, sorry to see myself fuck up and get diagnosed with shit like depression and anxiety and what not, and then lose my head and do some stupid things and get banned because of it.

Ashes- you were a great simmer, I really truly believed you did the best job of anyone on the net.

Broph- you were awesome, I'll keep in touch on AIM.

Tiger- I still hate you for not trading me Deke or Etienne.

ducky- Hopefully we'll get at each other again in a league besides this one, you brought me here, so yeah.

Oh yeah, martinez- you're crazy, but you're still a "decent" guy, so I had nothing against you.

Kru- eh, nothing really to say about Kru, I guess. Meh.

Well, the NDSL people know where I am, so yeah. I don't have to say anything to them, they already think I'm stupid for doing what I did.

Er, anyone else? If I forgot anyone, my bad.

Good luck to whoever inherits the mess I left with the Hawks, obviously jeb did nothing with it, as the same players are still there, really.


-- Ashes, if you change your mind when things calm down later, let me know. Don't relaly harbor any ill will or anything, but I figured I'd ask for a second shot.


I doubt anyone will, since half of the league thought I was an idiot, but you guys know where to find me.


Shalom,

Patrick

[Contract Year]

Ok

[Andrew]

tmi

[Clifford "Poop" Harris]

lulz, for a moment, i thought a gm resigned, sigh of relief

[ashes]

I didn't ban you.

[sagapolutele50]

Oh well, its up to the powers that be!!

[ashes]

I haven't had time to deal with chipper. I'd give the team to jay if he truly had interest, not to chipper, but I certainly didn't ban him again.

[Brophdog88]

I see that play's admin account has been active in the last 24 hours...lol

[Patrick Abrams]

Feb 17, 2010 22:46:40 GMT -5 Brophdog88 said:

I see that play's admin account has been active in the last 24 hours...lol

Ugh.

Well, then maybe we can ignore this thread? I posted it 'cause I figured that was it from ashes, but apparently play banned me.

[Contract Year]

Feb 17, 2010 22:46:40 GMT -5 Brophdog88 said:

I see that play's admin account has been active in the last 24 hours...lol

[Patrick Abrams]

Feb 17, 2010 18:52:33 GMT -5 Andrew said:

tmi

You want TMI? OK, here you go:

Anyways, my life's totally wrecked right now. I'm not in school, I'm not doing anything in life, but I have an idea of what I'm going to be doing. But when I quit UOSLR originally, all that was crashing down on my head. I had mood swings, got diagnosed with anxiety and depression, to go along with the ADD I've had since birth, and so I'm on new meds. Probably too much info, but yeah. Anyways, I quit sims, then got back in, then quit again, and kept going back and forth. I know I shouldn't have posted on NDSL, as it probably was a douche thing to do. Like I said though, month and a half ago, I didn't really know what I was doing. No, I wasn't on drugs (nor have I ever been), and I wasn't drinking. I don't really know WHAT I was doing.

Anyways, I'd like a 2nd chance. It's your call, I understand you were pretty pissed, and I probably would have been the same way. If you want to ban me again, that's fine, I just want you to know I've always thought this is the best FBB league on the net, especially since you're neutral when you sim. I think it's pretty kick-ass. If you don't want me here, that's fine, I'll leave. I do ask for a 2nd chance though, but if not, it's fine.

Oh, almost forgot, the reason for the new name, I kinda wanted a different profile, since there's a stigma about trading with "chipper" who, honestly, is a terrible GM. I was. Well, I mean, it might be hard to believe, but I actually think I've gotten better. Admittedly, I made some REALLY shitty moves with the Hawks, and yeah. It was bad. But, again, I'd like a 2nd chance to prove myself, as I really do think this is the best league on the interwebs.


Anyways, that's all I've got. Again, hopefully you're feeling better, wrecks suck. Let me know when you're feeling better what you think/I'll know if I can't get on the boards tomorrow your answer.


--Patrick

This is what I sent ashes

[martinez]

lol who the fuck is this?

[Contract Year]

What does tmi mean?

[Spurs GM]

Feb 17, 2010 22:50:45 GMT -5 @martinez said:

lol who the fuck is this?

lmao chipper

[martinez]

as someone who deals with Anxiety on a daily basis I know it can be tough but it doesn't excuse you from being an idiot.


With that bein said I don't know what happened.